fermez la porte. I raise my legs up and pull them off. You kiss me like the horses kiss each other. You whisper to me, thats how the horses love each other. They scratch and they bite. My head tilts to one side. Without confusion i drink the water from the cup, it becomes clear for the first time that i want to document all of this. It comes hot and fast from my mouth, showering everything in sight. I can hear your faint knock on the window. Heartbeatz and crossbows. the colourful lines tell a story, full of memories and fictitious tales. there may be confusion as my head pounds like a drum in a string orchestra. Love pours from the ink that has written those words all over your body. I engrave my thoughts into the sheets, not knowing what these english words mean. I tried to learn your tongue but fell asleep half undressed. The music is faint and I can hear a language that i don't comprehend. You play me like a guitar, strumming every cord with precision. contentedly waiting for something due or hoped for. You consume my heart like a ruby green apple. Crunching and sucking. hollow, pumpkin like organism of blood circulation, composed mainly of rhythmically contractile smooth vegetables, located in the chest between the lungs and slightly to the left and consisting of fourteen hundred five thousand chambers. I have stenciled your name apon my heart and I will keep it for me.